Stupid Cupid

  If you're thinking it's a song title, think again. I'm just so upset & pissed off right now!


  I recently broke off with my current boyfriend, because I got to know that he wanted to be with me for the sake of showing off to his friends that he can lure "fierce" girls.So, I changed my relationship status on Facebook from "in a relationship" to "single". Actually, I wanted to put "it's complicated" because.... Well, IT IS! *sighs*

  "Why are guys that I'm not interested in attracted to me, while the guys who I'm interested are not?" That's what I've been thinking for the past few years. & recently, it has gotten even worse! There are like, 4 guys who I've chatted with (both online & face-to-face) giving hints to me that they're interested in me. But unfortunately for them, I'm NOT interested in them what-so-ever! This is so frustrating. I think that my cupid either just hates me or has an aiming problem, because the guys whom I've had crushes on (from one heart-ache to another) either have no interest in me or they're not available. *sighs*


  I'm not saying that the guys that I'm not interested are not handsome & all, but as a female, I prefer my relationships to have sparks in it. Plus, I want my relationship to be true & pure. I don't like guys who want me so that they can take advantage on me. No, scratch that. I HATE guys who want me so that they can take advantage of me! I hate guys who want me as their girlfriend for the sake of showing me off to their friends. That is so stupid, not to mention immature. 


  *sighs* I wonder when can I find my Prince Charming, my Mi Amor, my One-&-Only??? The one who can sweep me off of my feet?? I know that I'm very cheesy, but I can't help it. Which girl doesn't??


  *BIG SIGH*


  That's all for now. Till then....


Signing off,

~Steph~
(the girl y'all never expected to be...)