It's been so long since I last wrote anything, well minus out my assignments and anything related to my studies. I seriously need to get my writing vibe back. I mean, come on! I used to be a pro in this throughout high school for God's sake... *sighs*
Well, a lot has happened throughout the one year of not updating my blog. I feel like starting fresh, since now I've finally left my "x-teens" year & have entered the BIG 2-0. I don't think I wanna continue looking back in my tween-to-teen years of ranting and hormonal changing, not to mention over-emotional posts. :\ Plus, my past entries have been giving me loads of shitty ditches because of my controversial rants. I think that's why I suddenly lost my "power" in writing. But, through the words of my Prince Charming: "the past is the past." It's time to move on. :)
Now, to the main question. Where to start? :P Oh well, I'll start off with the updates about my new life here in the Big City. Well, the girls (my housemates) have moved out, & I'm alone again. At first, it felt awkwardly weird. I kept on asking myself:"How am I gonna survive this?" But then, in an odd cosmic kind of way, I sort of got back from where I left off. In a way, the girls moving out has changed me like, in a total "Grandioso" way. I've become a whole new person thanks to them. I'm no longer as uptight as I was before when I was with them. I'm no longer the "Academy Award Nominee actress" sort of Stephanie as I was before. I'm no longer the "stick to the clan" type of girl. In fact, the old Stephanie has finally made a comeback, againminus the negativity. & loving life more & more everyday. :) In a way, I'm no longer sticking to Sam & the gang, not that I'm not in speaking terms with them. I just wanted to explore further. In fact, I'm mixing around more. My circle of friends have expand to a whole new diameter, & even bigger now that I've joined the Student Union committee. Not only that, I've achieved more than just my results in college. So many doors of opportunities have opened for me, that sometimes it can be a little bit overwhelming when I have to make a decision. :S Oh well, who wouldn't be? :P
As for my love life... Well, I've broken off with Desmond last year, & was single until the end of October. That's when (finally) "Knight in Shining Armor" Dinesh Nyanachendram, a.k.a. Jin came into my life. He's actually my National Service mate. I believed that I've mentioned some stories about him in my older posts during my time in National Service (Err... Then again, maybe not. :\). He's the total HAWTIE in camp that I've always had a crush on. We actually had an on & off sort of contact throughout the 2 years after camp. That is, until last year. That's when he found me on Facebook, & we resumed our connection from where we left off. From there, our relationship just blossomed like flowers during spring. You wanna know what's funny? I used to be his leader in camp! :D But now, he's my mentor, my wall, my shield, my everything. He's the one who broke my titanium barrier & taught me how to love. He taught me that sometimes, it's okay to just fall & be caught by someone. He taught me life through all his so-called "preaching", which by the way, I love hearing them! :P Who would know that he & I, who are from total opposite lands, can be so similar at the same time? Our pasts are like intersections that has led to our relationship. :) & I feel so blessed to have him as my better half whom I can (finally) CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH! I really hope that we can last forever. :) <3
Well, a lot has happened throughout the one year of not updating my blog. I feel like starting fresh, since now I've finally left my "x-teens" year & have entered the BIG 2-0. I don't think I wanna continue looking back in my tween-to-teen years of ranting and hormonal changing, not to mention over-emotional posts. :\ Plus, my past entries have been giving me loads of shitty ditches because of my controversial rants. I think that's why I suddenly lost my "power" in writing. But, through the words of my Prince Charming: "the past is the past." It's time to move on. :)
Now, to the main question. Where to start? :P Oh well, I'll start off with the updates about my new life here in the Big City. Well, the girls (my housemates) have moved out, & I'm alone again. At first, it felt awkwardly weird. I kept on asking myself:"How am I gonna survive this?" But then, in an odd cosmic kind of way, I sort of got back from where I left off. In a way, the girls moving out has changed me like, in a total "Grandioso" way. I've become a whole new person thanks to them. I'm no longer as uptight as I was before when I was with them. I'm no longer the "Academy Award Nominee actress" sort of Stephanie as I was before. I'm no longer the "stick to the clan" type of girl. In fact, the old Stephanie has finally made a comeback, again
Student Union :D Love you guys!
As for my love life... Well, I've broken off with Desmond last year, & was single until the end of October. That's when (finally) "Knight in Shining Armor" Dinesh Nyanachendram, a.k.a. Jin came into my life. He's actually my National Service mate. I believed that I've mentioned some stories about him in my older posts during my time in National Service (Err... Then again, maybe not. :\). He's the total HAWTIE in camp that I've always had a crush on. We actually had an on & off sort of contact throughout the 2 years after camp. That is, until last year. That's when he found me on Facebook, & we resumed our connection from where we left off. From there, our relationship just blossomed like flowers during spring. You wanna know what's funny? I used to be his leader in camp! :D But now, he's my mentor, my wall, my shield, my everything. He's the one who broke my titanium barrier & taught me how to love. He taught me that sometimes, it's okay to just fall & be caught by someone. He taught me life through all his so-called "preaching", which by the way, I love hearing them! :P Who would know that he & I, who are from total opposite lands, can be so similar at the same time? Our pasts are like intersections that has led to our relationship. :) & I feel so blessed to have him as my better half whom I can (finally) CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH! I really hope that we can last forever. :) <3
My man
Us in National Service
Us during Valentine's Day (well, replacement... :P)
My Valentine's Day gift :)
During my 20th birthday celebration
& finally.... I have entered the world of the BIG TWO-O on March 22, 2011! I cannot believe the love & wishes that flooded my Facebook page on that day! It was over 400 of them! Oh gosh... I'm tellin' you, I couldn't stop gaping & awe-ing away when I saw my notification pile up right in front of my eyes! I love you all, & thank you once again! :D You guys rock~!! :D
OK... I guess that's all for now. I'll be making sure that I update as frequent as possible from now on kays?? :) Till then mates... LOVE YA!
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