Faithfully

  I was watching Glee videos on Youtube as usual today (well, Glee makes me happy. ^^), and I stumbled upon this particular song from Journey which is called "Faithfully". It was sung during the final episode of season 1 by Finn and Rachel. 


  While I was listening to the lyrics of this song, my boyfriend just suddenly popped into my head. And somehow... I realized how much I love him. I'm not just having those "puppy love" feelings anymore. I can literally see myself with him in the future. Us getting married, having kids, living a happy and loving suburban life. Something like the ladies in "Desperate Housewives" (minus the drama). And heck, I never EVER cried for a guy before (well, minus my ex who passed away four years ago) until him. He brings out the best (and also the worst) in me. He's the first in my list whenever I'm in need of help, and he's always there for me when I needed to let off some "insanity" of life. He knows that I would usually keep all the pain and darkness to myself, but somehow, he'll find one way or another to let me open up to him.


  Not only that, I also totally admire his patience, because I'm actually well-known in my circle of friends and family for being the one "hard to control". Somehow, he managed to change me. And I'm not only saying that because he's my boyfriend. My friends and family actually saw the changes in me this year. I'm no longer easily angry, cruel and rude. In a way, I'm still the strong-headed Stephanie, but taking out the bad side of me, like a total bully etc.. He makes me trow away all the negativity of myself, and replace them with all his knowledge of positivity. Sometimes, I get really intimidated with his guts. But then, without him, I won't be who I am today. :) Therefore, I feel totally blessed to have him, and I feel at bliss because he chose to bring me into his life. :)


  And now, I wanna dedicate this song to him. To show how much he means to me. :) I love you Dinesh Nyanachendram, more than you'll ever know. <3

  "I'm forever yours..... FAITHFULLY..." <3