Yes, I'm back...

It's been far too long since I last blogged about anything, and I seriously thought that I have forgotten my blog password... Well, that is until I realized that my email address is the access to my blog... LOL! (Total dumb blond moment) :P

Anyways, since I'm now over here, mind as well rant out everything because currently, I'm in a total shitty mood. This week has been very interesting in a way, for things that I never expect them to happened had happened right before my eyes.

Before I go the "depressed" part, let me put on a little sunshine information, since I haven't blogged for so long, and my last post just stayed stagnant at me with my fiancé. Well, surprise surprise! We broke up during the month of December 2011. Main reason? He cheated on me. During the whole of 2012, I totally changed. I became a smoker, drinker and clubber. That is, until the time when I graduated from diploma last year (yes, I'm now a degree student at my college... Yay me! xD), that I decided to put a stop to it, and get my life back on track. I continued my dream of dancing at Shall We Dance studio, and continued my degree right after my diploma. And guess that? I'm super thankful and glad up until now for pulling myself out of that shithole.

Things were going great for me in the beginning of 2013. I got to continue my dream of dancing, enrolled myself to a gym and got myself fit,and I continued my studies at a higher level. Things got even better on the 3rd of March 2013 (03.03.2013), because that is when I met my current boyfriend, Benjamin. x) The story for this is very interesting, but long.... So I shall post that for another blog itself later... LOL!

Alright, now that the sunshine information part is done, I shall start my rant.... Just a reminder, the things that I'm gonna rant might make you guys go in the wtf mode, so read at your own risk k? xP

For the past one week, or more like after my boyfriend and I came back from our first couple's getaway trip to Cameron Highlands, things have not been going smoothly with both us and my own personal life. First off, my lecturers have been totally trolling me to the max. Before that, I thought that I had to rush for my assignment deadline, so I didn't sleep for the past two days just to get them done... Only to find out that they have decided to postpone the deadlines to next week. With me not having enough sleep, I will go into total weird-ass bitchy mode. So yea... That was what exactly happened. In which after that, led to my boyfriend and I having a whole lot of conflicts. Not those little couple's argument, but to those huge shouting and screaming and crying type of arguments. It went up to the point of last night, where he, for the first time of me seeing it, totally lost it. I know what you guys are now lol... You guys are going all " omg he hit you didn't he?". He didn't, and I really thank God for that. But, he totally lost it as in he started showing his darker side that I have never seen before. I was scared at that time, that I'll admit. But strange enough, it didn't go to the point where I actually feared him. Nevertheless, this argument was intense, but we managed to resolve it... So yea...

The latest one had just happened a few hours ago. I woke up and realized that I've left my laptop in college. So, now I'm trying to calm myself down, but so far... *sigh* I'm praying very hard now that no one will steal it away.... Gosh... My brother decided to help me go to college and search for it, and I really hope that he'll find it. :(

Oh well... Life...

That's all for now. I will try to update as soon as possible from now on, but I can't promise much as degree is taking the most out of me. Till then...

Signing off,
Xoxo

P/s: this is the first time that I'm using my iPad to write a post. Interesting experience actually...