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(Warning: To those of you who don't like my blabbering, please stop reading NOW!!! Or forever hold your peace... xD)






It's been a while since I posted anything on my blog, but I'm finally back peeps! =)

Actually, to tell you guys the truth, there has been a lot of things that had happen these few months. I just don't know how to express them in words anymore.... & I don't know why..... *sighs*

Maybe my mum's right. I AM starting to slack in my English. Even right now, sitting in front of my laptop, typing away. I'm still lost for words..... =(

I've decided to stop using italics because some of my friends said that it's so hard to read 'em. So, I'm gonna stick to normal fonts from now on....

I think I'm gonna start of with..... I'M FINALLY LEAVING FORM 6 BABY!!!! =D I've been dreaming of this since my ultimate failure in my last year's finals. All the while, I knew that I never EVER wanted to continue with Science, because somehow I feel that Science & me do not go along. Science students are so intellectual, & I'm totally out of that list. Besides that, they're naturally born to be smart, while me..... I have to work my ASS off just to pass the exams! >.<>people hate me or criticize me. I tend to cry or throw tantrums when I'm in a bloody mood. I tend to subconsciously babble, in which my acquaintances who do not know me well will either think that I'm high or drunk. I always get mood-swings like a pregnant woman (although I'm not pregnant =P). I'm a girl in which can be described in a Cyndi Lauper song "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun". I am a total DRAMA QUEEN. I'll act very "diva-ish" when I don't get something that I want.... & etc etc. I'm also very into music. My mum said to me once,"Chye Lyng (that's what she calls me since I was young... =D), you really have the Filipino blood in you. We Filipinos are very artistic people." Maybe that's why I can NEVER be as close to my dad's side of the family as I do with my mum's side. I love both of my families. But for my dad's side (no offense), it's platonic love to them. A total opposite to my mum's side. Although I don't get to see them very often, but somehow I'm more.... how to say??? Erm... In Malay, it's called "kamching". I'm more "kamching" with them. =) However, my mum always wanted me & my brothers to follow my dad's side of the family. There are so many reasons to it. One: my cousins from my mum's side tend to get "wild". Example: when there's a function or a party, they tend to get so excited up to the point where a normal person will call them as "gone crazy". To tell you the truth, I'm a wild child myself. I tend to get all crazy if there's a party (especially if there is dancing). My dad's side of the family (no offense again), are kinda "boring" to me. It's very obvious to see during the Chinese New Year & Christmas. Yes, I love Chinese New Year, but only for the money. Not the fun, not the celebration. Christmas on the other hand..... OH YEAH BABY!!!!!!!! =D I'll be like," I'm ready to get down & dirty~!!!" =P & "Let's get this party started!!!" & then I'll shake what my momma gave me!!! =D OK OK, I'm blabbering again. I know that very well. But I just wanna get this off my chest before Chinese New Year. I'm just typing what my mind is thinking right now. & it's thinking a lot of things at once, but the clearest one is this. So, I mind as well get it off. =) There's actually more. But I just wanna stop right now. I'll continue when I can form complete sentences in my head to type it out here. Bye!!! =)